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I am so confused about everything.
I am so confused about everything. I fucked up a lot the last couple days. I thought the person that was fucking me over at work was a terrible person, and I got flowers delivered to my desk today with a note from her "I'm sorry." I told everything to my family...and they didn't believe me. I told things to my lover...and she laughed at me. I lost friends at work because of my situation. The accusation is the punishment. I still have a job and that confuses the hell out of me too. The environment feels more hostile and unfriendly despite being found innocent. What's the absolute worst is I want to stay angry and I can't. Looking back...I'm the stupid one. I didn't read the signs. Things felt out of control and I overreacted. I lost interest in everything around me. Work, people, and my fun time. Life was easier a week ago. Now, I have to rebuild trust with guys at work for something I didn't do. Instead of one complication...Now I have two...and I think the stress is awful. I asked for a nemesis and found out late today that my blackmailer was not blackmailing me at all. She is...just a woman trying to do the best she can unaware of what she said got me in trouble in the first place. Its easier for me to forgive her, than myself. It's going to take time. |
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Time is our friend, I always try (but often fail) to work with it wisely.
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It will blow over.. todays news is tomorrows chip paper.. just carry on as normal.
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I'm heading that direction. I'm trying to start with just changing location.
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Time is our friend, I always try (but often fail) to work with it wisely.
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It will blow over.. todays news is tomorrows chip paper.. just carry on as normal.
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