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The defining moment
The defining moment A little over 7 years ago it was dark and I sat in a grove of trees on the family farm I planted when I was 13. I had a shotgun I had sawed off so I could reach the trigger with the barrel in my mouth. That was the defining moment when I chose to allow myself the ability to live an authentic life as my true self. I gave up male privilege at 6 months on hrt and transitioned full time. Now that I am almost 7 years of living authentically as me, I have lost all my family connections including my . I've supported myself by selling my body and have lived in my car for more than one period of time. My perfect credit is a thing I will never have again, and the 100k/year jobs I used to be recruited for are a thing that is unattainable to me. Knowing now what I do about the way society treats us and the fact I will never have the money to complete transition with FFS and BA, I think every day how stupid I was not to have pulled the trigger the night so many years ago in the grove of trees I had planted when I was 13. |
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